It was very unpleasant. Not expected, not wanted. For some reason, this guy has a habit to kiss me as soon as ANY chance arises… I was leaving his house (he had some people over), we were the only ones in his living room. He put his arm around me, he was saying something about goodbyes, I looked up to say goodbye to him and WHAM BAM THANK YOU MA’AM. Like, no time wasted at all. I was in shock, and not the nice kind, either.
My current relationship status: I think I’m pretty much as single as it gets. I have a maaaajor crush on this guy (I’m trying to convince myself I don’t, but it’s not going so well…) but I can tell he’s not into me. And he’s flaked on plans we had at least three times, soo not good date material.
Something I’m not proud of:
Aaaah, there’s a list of things. It could be how my body isn’t perfect, or how I can be ignorant, or that one time, with the police…
I think the thing I’m least proud of, however, is the way I’ve cheapened myself to all guys in high school. Sad, but true.